Tuesday, January 01, 2008
its currently..4.33am. and what is miss raeanne ang rui ern doing so late in the morning?
hmm,maybe thts because she cant sleep.and is sing her sister's laptop.ahh.that explains!
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GOSH.today is my worst case of amnesia.nono,i shouldnt call it amnesia,wait.its not calld amnesia,ahh,shucks,i cant sleep that now my brain is only half-functioning.forgot what that word is...sigh.
anyway,continueing,GSOH,today is my worst unable-to-sleep case.usually,when i cant sleep,ill probably just lie in bed and stare into space for another hour or 2.(sometimes three) or just keep circling the house every one in awhile and then i can go to bed already,and also,school is starting,so have to start to adapt to sleeping alittle EARLIER.
but then today,nom atter how much i had/have tossed nd turn,walked around the house,stared into space,talked to m sister,4hours plus has [assed and i cant freaking sleep.
sometimes my sister just asks me to use her com or sth.but i dont,coz i dunno why i get fustrated when i cant sleep.its just SO SO SO boring.but you also dont wanna d a thing.but the today i feel so untirely bored,and restless,yet i wanna sleepp....(dosent make snse but yea..)that im using her com now.for once.at (currently) 439am.
even SHE IS SLEEPING.
and my mum has a freaking problem sometimes.
if she knows i cant sleep,she scolds meee.
its like,how i know how come i cant sleep? its just this weird feelong,or something that somehow just keeps u awake...
iwas damn tired just now,(at 12plus,after wathing 5hours plus of countdowning live from taiwan:D)but then once i got ready to sleep,i didnt felt tired anymoree..and i kept thinking about the countdown party previously and many things just keep running through my mind.i jst cant (FOR ONCE) have amental block,and then just go to bed.
and its not that i wana think of all many things and blahblah but then i just somehow just think of it and cant sorta put a stop to it. what crap.but yeaaaa.
my sister says that my room is too stuffy already.so i just turned on the aircon.
*its on timer until 3am) and apparently,the aircon isnt on my side either.its like,blowing really little,cold air.
blahhhh,hope this isnt the mark of a bad year :X
OHHHGREAT,now its 4.45am. guess what? not at allll feeling sleepy~~~ i think im not even gonna sleep lah.
addin salt to my wound,i have chinese tuition,at 9.30am,on NEW YEARS DAY.i am to wake up at 9am.hmm,thats just abt,4hours away?thats wayyyy to little sleep man.
FURTHER MORE,school is starting tomorrow.wednsday.literally.
i reallly really hope i dont have this freaking weird problem later tonight.(tuesday night)
and i better hush about tonight,if not my mum might be hopping mad.why? NO IDEA.
still thinks im thwrong for staying up too late~~school is starting soon~~blahblah. and the same old phrase:
''kiam pa'' or ''ai si lah''
''wanna get a whacking'' or ''want to dia ah'' with that stupid grin on her face. oh yeeeshhh.
this post is so personal.voicing out my views on..amnesia.WHATEVER U CALL UNABLE-TO-SLEEPNESS.
anybody who suffers the same problem as me? HIGHHHH FIVEEEEE MAN.
but no one i know has this problemm...hurhhh.yay for them?
OH BLAHHH.though im still typing on and on,not a wee bit feeling sleepy.
im gonna watch some videos.maybe make my eyes feel tired and make my head spin.( but that miightt take hours of wtaching videos to occur..) so i can sleep?
wtf.this really sucks.how i wish i can just sleep..like that!
hmm,maybe thts because she cant sleep.and is sing her sister's laptop.ahh.that explains!
.....
GOSH.today is my worst case of amnesia.nono,i shouldnt call it amnesia,wait.its not calld amnesia,ahh,shucks,i cant sleep that now my brain is only half-functioning.forgot what that word is...sigh.
anyway,continueing,GSOH,today is my worst unable-to-sleep case.usually,when i cant sleep,ill probably just lie in bed and stare into space for another hour or 2.(sometimes three) or just keep circling the house every one in awhile and then i can go to bed already,and also,school is starting,so have to start to adapt to sleeping alittle EARLIER.
but then today,nom atter how much i had/have tossed nd turn,walked around the house,stared into space,talked to m sister,4hours plus has [assed and i cant freaking sleep.
sometimes my sister just asks me to use her com or sth.but i dont,coz i dunno why i get fustrated when i cant sleep.its just SO SO SO boring.but you also dont wanna d a thing.but the today i feel so untirely bored,and restless,yet i wanna sleepp....(dosent make snse but yea..)that im using her com now.for once.at (currently) 439am.
even SHE IS SLEEPING.
and my mum has a freaking problem sometimes.
if she knows i cant sleep,she scolds meee.
its like,how i know how come i cant sleep? its just this weird feelong,or something that somehow just keeps u awake...
iwas damn tired just now,(at 12plus,after wathing 5hours plus of countdowning live from taiwan:D)but then once i got ready to sleep,i didnt felt tired anymoree..and i kept thinking about the countdown party previously and many things just keep running through my mind.i jst cant (FOR ONCE) have amental block,and then just go to bed.
and its not that i wana think of all many things and blahblah but then i just somehow just think of it and cant sorta put a stop to it. what crap.but yeaaaa.
my sister says that my room is too stuffy already.so i just turned on the aircon.
*its on timer until 3am) and apparently,the aircon isnt on my side either.its like,blowing really little,cold air.
blahhhh,hope this isnt the mark of a bad year :X
OHHHGREAT,now its 4.45am. guess what? not at allll feeling sleepy~~~ i think im not even gonna sleep lah.
addin salt to my wound,i have chinese tuition,at 9.30am,on NEW YEARS DAY.i am to wake up at 9am.hmm,thats just abt,4hours away?thats wayyyy to little sleep man.
FURTHER MORE,school is starting tomorrow.wednsday.literally.
i reallly really hope i dont have this freaking weird problem later tonight.(tuesday night)
and i better hush about tonight,if not my mum might be hopping mad.why? NO IDEA.
still thinks im thwrong for staying up too late~~school is starting soon~~blahblah. and the same old phrase:
''kiam pa'' or ''ai si lah''
''wanna get a whacking'' or ''want to dia ah'' with that stupid grin on her face. oh yeeeshhh.
this post is so personal.voicing out my views on..amnesia.WHATEVER U CALL UNABLE-TO-SLEEPNESS.
anybody who suffers the same problem as me? HIGHHHH FIVEEEEE MAN.
but no one i know has this problemm...hurhhh.yay for them?
OH BLAHHH.though im still typing on and on,not a wee bit feeling sleepy.
im gonna watch some videos.maybe make my eyes feel tired and make my head spin.( but that miightt take hours of wtaching videos to occur..) so i can sleep?
wtf.this really sucks.how i wish i can just sleep..like that!
what we could have been, 4:33 AM.
